| i honestly can't even calculate how much work i have to do and you know what i am doing it last motherfucking minute and it just pisses me off i do this every week. i can honestly say that this is what i hate about myself the most. i just can't not procrastinate to save my life. i really need to get my act together and quit fucking around on tumblr. ughdsfjkdlashfkjsadfdsafhsdkal sorry xanga i have been major neglecting you. i need to write here once in a while.
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| so i havent written in like a million years sorry about that xanga. i have a tumblr so that has been my main source of writing. my semester is finally over. and i learned alot this semester. well not as much as last but still alot. i made it to a year with my boyfriend. and it couldnt have been the best year of my life. we have had our arguments i mean what couple hasnt, but unlike other couples i didnt let it take us down. both of us have never had this long of a relationship so he was trying to poke holes in it but he didnt mean it. and then like we almost broke up for good because my roommate is retarded and i cant be mean. :/ its just im so stupid. and im definatly not ever ever ever going to be nice ever again when it comes to that stuff. or anything for that matter. so yeah i mean we have had our ups and downs but who hastnt. so yeah i learned alot about relationships. like long distance relationships are so hard but i feel its all worth it when i get to see him and its like so great. it really is the greatest feeling when i havent seen him for a month and then i see him for like 2 days and i sleep next to him. :] i really miss him. but its okay because its the summer and i can see him more than once a month. but school wise i didnt really have any life changing experiences. yeah. last year was a bit more life changing. but yeah. im fucking sweaty. fuck. ew. now onto the bachelors program. :]
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| so ive really been neglecting you!!!! :( sorry xanga. not much to write about 2 weeks till ill be home. and you know what? i cant wait. i fucking cant wait until i get the fuck out of this place i hate this semester and i wanna go home. fuck everything. and everybody. im being negative. but whatever. i dont know worst semester ever. i really hope to god that next semester is better. please please please. and i miss mike. sososoosooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. i just want to sleep next to him and kiss him all night. i miss the summer :( UGH. winter break i really hope we can do that. fuck this and fuck these last two weeks.
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| so i have posted this everywhere.. and why not.. hhahahah<3
egos fly and she walks by on october 9th; 22 days before halloween how did i know that she'd be my evil queen.
oh how i love good charlotte.
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